Too much unknown. Too little information available on the true scope of coronavirus infection within the U.S. Too much unnecessary risk. ... “Psychologists view control as a fundamental human need…this epidemic violates a sense of control in fundamental ways,” a Time article explained to me. Ahhh, control. My arch nemesis. Although I’d challenge their assertion that control is something I need there’s no question that it’s something I want. My go to crutch. It ties into my deeper desires for safety, security, peace, wholeness – a sense that all is right in my world. Everything around me felt like shifting sand and I couldn’t find my solid rock.